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1. 2 Jan 2016 14:52

ThinkDraw

Hi, for those of you wanting news, she asked me to post a message:

tak for your reply Rachel. but I am not sure how to go on
with my hope to tell my friends in TD you did send a line for me to use. in your mail. but I dont know how. and to day I received a note in which it is sure that no one knows why I am not with them now. they even beleive I am well. but that not how it is. I am far from well. if I was well I would hurry back to you all. but everything is still very turbulent.its a too long story. but I realy need to find a way to tell all that they dont think that I would let any one Down, it is my dream
to be able to come back. but it is not within what I can. so if
there is a way to let them know. could you please tell me how. tusind tak Rachel and even so much for your mail. linka marianne and when its here Again glædeligt nytår

2. 2 Jan 2016 23:56

Lolla

Thank you so much, Rachel, for letting us know. So glad to hear from her again.

3. 3 Jan 2016 01:46

chelydra

Love and good wishes from everyone. May your turbulence subside and your sun shine on us again soon.

4. 3 Jan 2016 03:26

clorophilla

I trust you can cope soon, Linka! Best wishes for the new year!

please Rachel let her know our wishes, and thank for keeping in touch with this beautiful artist!

5. 5 Jan 2016 15:05

methusalinka

dear friends tak I am glad Rachel gave me thi way to reach you.i forgot how but i wanted you to know. that i hd come near to having real meals every day had helpers morning day and night was finally out of hunger and fear then the system took them helpers from me. suddenly and then the last 3 months was very bad.still is. my son had to Again help he is at the end of his study soon and it is too much for him it Hurts me so he has seen me live in hunger then he saw me becoming betteer and then sstop. now they in the system say it was so wrong but now it is too late to have them helpers back. we are all so angry and sad. but what I can say truely I do what i can and am ready to begin all over Again. from zero. i love my son and i love life. so though these years have been uphill and almost making it all so unbearable i know we wont give up not him not i i try to see a day come when all this is behind us. and he can have his life back and i can slowly heal and maybe one day not be a burden but the mom i was.please pray for and with me. love to you all from linka

6. 6 Jan 2016 20:01

methusalinka

what you have told here is what I shal celebrate. and keep. what I tried to tell you was invain. tis not the way to tell so much left out pls forget. . but i do hope one day to be able to. not just i Words.but in art. as we all celebrate life doing.miss you
linka

7. 8 Jan 2016 22:13

chelydra

Thanks very much for staying touch... Some good is sure to come of it, though perhaps not on the material plane where it sounds like it would certainly be useful. Maybe we can send TD flowers (or cats or lizards or whatever you'd find most encouraging... any suggestions?)

8. 9 Jan 2016 03:04

bluemoon

Hello Linka! I am sending you my very best good wishes. I hope you feel the light being sent to you from everyone here. We miss your wonderful pictures and your great comments. Thanks for reaching out.
Be well! happy new year!

9. 3 Nov 2016 05:41

ThinkDraw

THEN THE TELLING A<BOUT WHAT HAS HAPPENED OVER THIS YEAR SHALL ALSO BE
GONE AND i SO WANT TO TELL THEM MY FRIENDS. SO IF YOU GIVE THEM BOTH
THEY CAN SEE IT. i DO HOPE IT SHALL TAKE AWAY THE CONFUSION. .
FOR HERE i HAVE FINALLY BEEN ABLE TO TELL. NOW...ALL THINK DRAW i WAS
IN THE MIDDLE OF WRITING TO YOU WHEN MY VERY OLD COMPUTER SUDDENLY
SENT IT. . AS i AM TRYING TO MAKE ANOTHER ONE FEEDBACK SOON,. IT NOW
HAS TO DO MUCH LESS WITH ME AND MY FEAR AND SO MUCH MORE WITH THE
SYSTEM OF A NURSERY HOME IN THIS COUNTRY FOR THOSE WHO MUST TOLERATE
MORE THAN YOU COULD IMAGINE. IF IT WAS A KIND OF STRAGEDY COMPLETELY
NEW.TO STOP ME FROM HAVING FOOD. SO THAT MY OWN WISH TO HAVE IT WOULD
GROW. IT WOULD BE BLISS. BUT SAD TO SAY THAT WAS NOT THE REASON.THEY
JUST IGNORED ALL i TRYED TO DO. AND THE THIRD TIME i FOUND THE COURAGE
TO BRAKE THRU THEIR WAYS TO STOP ME AND HAD MEALS TWICE A DAY AND IN A
ROW FOR 50 DAYS. AND then THEY STOPPED ME.AGAIN. 3 TIMES THEY DID
IT.THE FIRST AFTER 6 DAYS THE NEXT AFTER 8 DAYS AND THE LAST ONE AFTER
FIFTY DAYS! TELLING ME IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN.YOU ARE NOT ALLOWDED TO
TRY IT AGAIN. CAUSE THE FEW STAFF WHO BELIEVED IN ME WERE SIMPLY
MOVED TO ANOTHER PART OF THIS HOUSE AND TOLD NOT TO HELP ME NO MORE.
SO THATS HOW IT IS. BUT THERE IS A GOOD THING TO TELL AND SHARE THAT
MY SON WHO HAD A SERIOUS STRESS SAID THE DOTOR IN JANUARY IS NOW WELL.
BETTER THAN EVER. HE IS. AND HAS DONE SO MUCH BRAVE AND GOOD FOR THEM
HIM HIS CHOSEN ONE AND THEIR DOG. AND THOUGH HE HAD ORLOV TILL IN
SUMMER HE IS NOW DOING VERY WELL IN HIS STUDY SOON TO BE FINISHED. IN
JANUARY. AND WHEN i SAW HIM AGAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE JAN. i SAW
HOW WELL HE IS NOW. ISNT THAT WONDERFUL. THATS ALSO WHAT GIVES ME
STRENGTH AND THEM PRAIRS MORE THAN ANYTHING. THAT ONE DAY i DONT HAVE
TO BE HERE. AND CAN COME BACK TO MY REAL LIFE. i DO ALL i CAN TO MAKE
IT TRUE. BUT TO COME BACK TO YOU AND ART. IS SOMETHING i CANNOT THINK
OF NOW. i TELL YOU ALL THAT i MISS YOU BUT MORE THAN THAT IS NOT TO
SAY. i WAVE TO YOU AND SAY THAT i KNOW YOU ARE WITH ME. IN MY DOING MY
BEST. LOVE FROM LINKA MARIANNE. WHO HAS FOUND A WAY TO REACH OUT FOR
MY SON AT LEAST ON A CHAT. SO NOW WE DO THAT. FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE
JANUARY. HEJ FROM ME AND BLESS TO ALL.

10. 3 Nov 2016 05:42

ThinkDraw

so nw I know that my friends have seen what has happened- though not in detail. but when you as me if I nned you tolet them know for a second time. when I waswriting it more in detail tll I suddenly descovered that it had been sent I thought it was a mistake and that it would not be possoble forme to tell about these years in a way that would make them know. but as soon as I read what you said, it suddenly was easier to know how hard it has been not to be able to tell ad to know that for so long wit no contact must have elt like me letting them Down. finally now they know that is not what happened. I shall never forget those years and all we shared. it meant so much that I can say that without the people WHO put them self as honest and sincere as can be there togeter with me, let me know what that is, to share for real. we love art in allits ways and we are all them WHO have come because of that loving. and that pure being ho we are. its been turning upside Down my all life. and it has not stopped, because I am no more part of the lot. no its all aliv inside of me. and -i do believe that I also left something of me with them. something they too can pick up and use. in many ways. as I have done with all them gifts they gave to me. and still give. in their praying for me hoping for me telling me go on be brave its never lost. tell them that. and they shall know tis true. its for all my life. a

turning point. you are all artists and love springs from that in all other matters too. so even now when t shall be long if ever I can be back as I then had he chance to be. its still with me. be so sureon that. tak fom marianne linka

11. 14 Nov 2016 11:41

Normal

I have had computer troubles lately, but I am so glad to see this news.
You have been through difficulties we cannot begin to imagine, Linka! Please know that our love and appreciation for you presence here on ThinkDraw goes with you always.

12. 17 Nov 2016 18:42

Lizzi

And I second what Normal said. You are so very brave and strong. My thoughts and prayers go with you.

13. 4 Dec 2016 12:39

AFSOUTH

Love your TD art Linka and hope for better days for you & son!

14. 2 Jan 2017 07:46

ThinkDraw

I have looked into Td no one knowing I have felt a stranger and only
because the TD`s had chosen to leave me. as I could not say I come
back ever. I dont know how to do this. and still pls tell them better
than I can now -that I never forgot. and only try to survive. still
what we shared is now like a dream. but it was not one. it was real.
thank you to all. tak fra marianne